busy busy busy

it always seems like everything happens at once! I feel like I've been going non-stop for the past 2 months! jenny and I went to our good friend Andrew's wedding in Colorado in September and then so much has happened since then. in October, Moises and I went thru the loss of a 2nd miscarriage... not very many people know that, so that may surprise you if you're reading this. I'm sorry we may not have told you, but we hadn't told anyone that we were pregnant, so why spread the bad news if the good news was never known?? and then just last week some other good friends of ours, Alex and Lori Schwindt, moved from Rockford to Kansas City :( We miss them very much! They were a very important part of our life and the ministry of our church... we love you guys! and now we're busy helping to transition the church thru the interim period while it looks for a new worship arts pastor... so much going on! so there ya go...
peace...

One Year Later

It's been a year since I've written anything on here... I don't think any body looks at it, so it may not matter. :) a lot has happened since last July. I don't really want to talk about it though... let's just say there's been a lot of ups and downs. But moving right along...
moises and I have just moved into a new apartment... yay! it's pretty awesome. Our friend Jenny is living with us, too--renting our 2nd room from us. So we've been on vacation all week moving in and getting settled. it's been nice having the week off, sleeping in, staying up late... all that great stuff. So I'm just sitting here with my hubby, watching "Stargate- SG 1"... I know... it's his favorite show. :)
Well... time to go. things to do. i'll be back in less than a year.

The Married Life

Ahhh... the married life. Blissful. Joyful. Peaceful. And then you get home from the honeymoon! Seriously, though, people try to warn you that marriage is hard, but as a happy and naive bride-to-be we all say, "yeah, but you don't know how good we are together" or something silly like that.
I've just made it through the first year of my marriage and I've learned more that I ever would have thought. i've learned to pick my battles wisely...not all arguments are worthy of tear-shed and frustration. I've learned that my way is not the only way. my husband is not my child--I cannot tell him what to do with the reasoning of "because I said so". I've learned that marriage is NOT about give and take--it's about giving... and giving 100%. There's no 50/50 in a good, solid marriage. I expect my husband to give me 100% of his love, effort, sacrifice, and devotion. So that's what I will give him. I've also learned that I think I like Moises working 3rd shift, because it's kind of nice having the bed to myself (he snores)! Another thing I've learned is how freakishly alike to my mother I am. I love my mom...but it's just weird.
So it's been a busy, hard year...but a fabulous better-than-anything-else year! I'm more in love than I was a year ago, and I thnk we've both come out better after it. There are many more years to come, and I'm super excited to see what God has in store for us... we'll keep ya posted.

I'm Back!!!

Yeah, I know. I haven't posted anything since March! I don't think anyone is checking this anyway! Who knows... we'll see. So let's see... what's new with me... my little sister's getting married in 6 weeks... my older sister is due for her 3rd little boy in october... those are the major things. I'm kinda tired right now and not in the mood to write anything, but I just wanted to say hi to anyone who's reading this!

I Love...

Do you ever wonder why you love what you love? I mean... there's usually a much deeper reason than we even let ourselves figure out... a selfish reason, usually, too.
For instance, I love to travel. I would do it for a living. I love entering a new world and discovering things I never knew and meeting new people, new cultures, new foods, new traditions... I find it fascinating! It totally captures my soul. And yet I was wondering tonight if there's another reason that I love going to new places. I think it comes down to one word: new. Such a small word that can mean SO much. That word captures it all. When I'm in a new place, I can be a new me. no one knows me previously to know any different. They don't know my past. They don't know my weaknesses. They don't know that I tend to speak before thinking, or that I tend to overthink (it's one extreme or the other, isn't it?). They don't know that I eat out of boredom or for comfort or for sheer enjoyment of just tasting something delicious. It's not that I want to create a different me... I think I just want a chance to recreate how I present myself--how I'm perceived. Is this wrong? I think we all long for second chances. Sometime I wish I could go back to being 18 and change my post-highschool life--everything except for Moises, of course. I wish I had stayed in shape. I wish I had finished school. I wish... well, a lot of things. Not that I'm not happy with my life now. I have a fabulous husband whom I love and adore, who also loves me more than I probably think. I have awesome nephews. I LOVE my family! I have the best one in the whole world. I love my circle of friends... they're an unexpected blessing in my life. I have a God that believes in me and has given me a potential that I don't think I'll ever understand. That's just what He does for His children. I'm trying to figure it out though. I have a stable job. I have so much... and usually I (and most of you do too) don't think to give thanks or appreciate the regular or stable things in life. So maybe, just maybe, I don't need a new beginning. Maybe I just need to keep reminding myself that I am learning and growing, and that I do actually have an interesting story to tell, and it doesn't have to be to new people in a new place. I LOVE traveling--but oh how I LOVE home.

I found this picture online, too (What can I say, I've been a little lazy at work) I think it's the same picture that was used at church for one of the message series. I think it's an amazing picture... I wish I had taken it!

I've decided

Isn't this a beautiful picture? I found it online. And it's inspired me to make a decision... I'm going to start taking pictures again. I took a class a long time ago and loved it, and I have a nice camera...so I need to take advantage of that. Pictures capture memories... that's why I LOVE pictures! I love looking back through old photo's and remembering what I felt at that moment and laughing at the way I looked (I had many of those moments). So maybe you'll be seeing original Heather Camacho pictures on here sometime!